What now

Ɩ Ƅeen ignoring this Ƅig lump in mу throat
I shouldnt be crying, tears were for the weak
The days I'm stronger, know what, so I say
That's something missing
Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is, it's just laughing at me
And I just wanna scream
What now? I just can't figure it out
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out
What now? ohhhh what now?
I found the one he changed my life
But was it me that changed
And he just happened to come at the right time
I'm supposed to be in love
But i'm not mugging
Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is, it's just sitting there laughing at me
And I just wanna scream
What now? I just can't figure it out
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out
What now? please tell me
What now?
There's no one to call cause im just playing games with them all
The most where im happy, the more that im feeling alone
Cause I spent every hour just going through the motions
I cant even get the emotions to come out
Dry as a bomb, but I just wanna shout
What now? I just can't figure it out
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out
What now? somebody tell me
What now?
I dont know where to go
I dont know what to feel
I dont know how to cry
I dont know ow ow why
I dont know where to go
I dont know what to feel
I dont know how to cry
I dont know ow ow why
I dont know where to go
I dont know what to feel
I dont know how to cry
I dont know ow ow why
So what now?